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It finally rained!!! Lots of water!

It's raining this week. YEAH!

"It's not over" by Chris D. from American Idle. He totally should have won!

I swear I have the worst sister ever! My car has been down for a week because it needed a tune up and I have not yet payed the mechanic. So, my sis was gonna take me to see my daughter this weekend since the weekends are my days to see her. My sis and her man fight all the time about their "habits" and got into a screaming, punching holes in the walls battle last night. They didn't wan't to go at the last minute. Instead of calling my mom at 9:00pm last night waking her and my 2 year old (we stay with my mom when I come up to visit) I did not bother to tell my ex that I was unable to come up. he has this thing with my daughter staying the night with grandma when I am not there. It's a power play thing I think.Anywho..this sparked a fight between us and he is taking me back to mediation because he says that I never come through. I admit I had a few times where I didn't come up there to visit. Last week I had strep and a staff infection. iI was on heavy antibiotics. I did not wan't to get my daughter sick. Yesterday as u all know was Saint Patty's day, my HUGE beer drinking holiday:haha: . My ex knows I get wasted every patty day on dark beer and Irish car bombs.He yelled at me that I fucked up for the last time and hoped I was having fun being at a party instead of with my daughter. Worst of all, when I called my angel face to tell her good night she said "Mommy, u going to nap with me?" (she refers to sleep as 'naps' or 'mimis(mee mee). I just about died. To make it even harder on me... My sister calls me up to tell me she just informed my ex's new gf that I no longer have a DL (it got suspended over a ticket that was payed and the DMV fucked up.) She also went on to tell me what a piece of shit mother for all kinds of fucked up things she can come up with/ Example: my daughter is 2 and refers to my ex's gf as mom, since she hears the other child calling her that as well. My daughter also calls her dad 'Sam' since we all do. I always try and say 'daddy' when I am talking to her about her dad, and I do not bad mouth him to her. Anuyhoo the whole 'mom' calling thing alone fired my sister up with her whole 'your daughter does not know u let alone like you speech'. My sis ranted all night on how I fucked up her childhood cause I picked on her. That I was the favorite, and our parent argued over me soooo much that it lead to the divorce. My dad cheated on my mother. Nuff said. My sister has not worked in a month and a half. She complains how she racked all her credit cards up to almost $8000, got a line of credit to pay it off and then almost maxed it out AGAIN cuz she says she has to 'live' on it. She can't quit her own habits, and her fiancee blows his money on his habits. And I'm to blame because I picked on her when we were kids? LMAO. The best part? My sister and her fiancee split a few months ago for like a week and she went upstairs and fucked the hottie neighbor boy. They kept fucking around because my sister claims that when her fiancee wan'ts to stop being a dead beat adn get a better job, she'll quit cheating. She claims they were taking 'a break'. SO, neighbor boy shows up at MY house at 12:30am, claiming he came by to check on me. He had no idea me and my sis were fighting. he admitted to my sis this morning, he came by to say hello to me???? I open the door and I'm wasted at this point on Jose. I had my friend over, who showed up with flowers and a bottle of Jose, to ease my tears since I was a mess over the hole shitty mom I let my daughter down kick:( Long story short, hott neighbor boy tried to hook up with meO_O and I almost did:D ! I never shed any clothes and there was some kissing BUT I had to say no for the fact I could not do that to my sister. As big of a bitch that she is and she would have deserved it, I just could not. She almost left her fiancee for the neighbor boy. He's like family to me because he is always there for my sister. Even more than her man is. I have a lot of respect for him. 7 shots of Jose later..I was a little flirty, but I still kept my head on. I think I pissed him off cuz I woke up on the couch and he was gone.. I think I did the right thing:cool: . Even though I have the worst sister EVER!

Gym Class Hero's-Cupid's Choke hold Perfect Circle- Counting bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drum. Korn/Orgy-Slept So Long (from Queen Of The Damned soundtrack) Theme song from~Requiem For A Dream

I burn before I tan anyday. Five min in the sun and I'm as red as a beet. My skin is so pale I glow in the dark. LOL. My house was 95 degrees when I came home today. It's getting up there.

Oh my gawd!! That's funny.

These are cool guys. Hey, this is my 100th post..yeah!

Wow..this is an old one.. Soul Reaver is one of my favs/ I LOVE Legend of Zelda. These 2 never get old for me.

This is awesome. I wish we had something like that here.

We are in the 80's I think. My house was 90 degrees when I came home at 5:oopm! I hate phoenix weather.

OMG! I saw the messgae all over the web. I read a few of the comics but I was pretty crushed to see him die though.

That was funny!!! I love that game....

Techno Logic! I love that song. Weird video... Oh my juliet!- is the male version of "Hit me baby one more time" LOL.

OMG~ The movie will either flop, or make a ton of money..I see they are running out of ideas for good movies..Who would the cast to play 'The Burger King Mascot?' LOL.

That's funny. We are a You Tube Crazy World...LOL.

Maybe she thinks your crazy behavior is linked to some weird vampire or devil worship? Maybe she thinks u are on drugs..? Who knows..I think parents get way TOO paranoid..LOL..not that I was saying u do or are interested in doing these things but..maybe the woman can't except that her child is an abnormal brat and u are actually (gasp!) a normal teenager. P.s. She sounds like she needs to check herself and she kinda sounds like a bitch..not to sound rude. If she is going to date your dad she needs to except that a.) u have a mom and she will never match up and b.) to except u for who u are, now and later.

I agree you should tell your dad thow you feel. I mean, I will have an open line of communication with my daughter no matter what she want's to talk about. My greatest battle will be with my self and making sure that I do not bad mouth her dad to her, as much as I would like to. Her father and I agreed that rules would be rules in both houses. Bedtimes etc..so that we did not run into a situation like this. My daughter's dad has a new gf (and has for the last 2 years) who is beyond wonderful to my daughter. In fact she has jumped my shit when she thought that I was not doing what I should be doing. I allow her only so much space on that topic, but she does spend 5 days a week with my daughter and also stays home with her and her daughter so that my daughter dosn't have to go to daycare. We all have a mutual agreement. Im the mom no matter what. He's the dad. My daughter will be a very loved little girl and quite spoiled, yet humble. LOL. It sounds like you have great parents, even though dad is being kinda silly about things... I would talk to your dad and tell him how you are feeling. Just be honest with him. Pull him aside when you can get a sec, without ears listening in on you. Ask him for maybe some father/daughter time. Im 25 years old and had to ask my dad to leave his gf home so that I may have a lunch without her chiming in. SHE understood and encouraged my dad to do that, (not that he needed it..but still..)She is really sweet, but she also has my dad and his money around her finger. The worst thing you can do is not try..LOL. Good Luck sweetie and remember we are all here for you.

I loved it when my dad started listening to my music when I was a teen. He stole my Rage Against The Machine album once though. I was salty about that. My mom buys those "NOW" cds. OMG! She was baking a cake once singing "Miss new booty". She even had my 2 year old shakin it singing "booty, booty." -sigh- I thought it kinda funny though.

7? My niece is 7 and knows damn well what my manga is. So does her mother. It's not cheap. That's crap. This is why I can see my daughter calling me up a few years from now, crying how much she can't stand her dad because he chooses his gf over her. Anything to make that woman happy. I don't even know him anymore. I must say I am disapointed with your dad for a.) not knowing your hobbies well enough to know that manga is expensive. When I collected my Sailor Moon stuff My mom was fully awhere how much It all cost, and b.) he didn't even ask u about the situation. Just took Rachel's word. Come on now. That's just wrong. What did your mom have to say may I ask? HK P.S. BRATZ are ugly ass toys. That says it all right there about Gabby.

uh! Sorry to hear that. One day it's nice hear and the next its freezing and raining! I would pray for snow since I guess we are going to get our hottest summer with temps as high as 120 degree F. Wish me luck as my red headed ass is going to be burning up out here in the Valley Of The Sun..

Hello! Hello! Welcome! LOL. My 2 year old and I fight over nap time. She whines and tells me "No mommy, I don't want to take a nap.." This usually ends as a back in forth dance of her running from me to my mother asking us if she really has to take one. I finally tricked her into it by convincing her that her favorite toy at grandma's house (her glow worm-like Curious George) needs a nap real bad and that she needs to help him take one. The three of us lay down and nuff said. She's out like a light. (sigh). Works everytime.

I saw that movie when it came out with my one of my best friends and a lady we worked with. We snuck some rum in, and kept laughing our asses off. It was kinda gory. I felt bad for those people. I have to give the dad credit at least he stopped and asked for directions (since there is that whole thing about men never wanting to stop and ask for directions when they are lost)...even though it got this guy and his whole family killed. LOL.

Animal abuse? This guy is crazy. It was kinda funny when he yelled at the cat to get down from the TV stand. That cat was being a puss. LOL.

$40.00 for what? Well, when I was 14 my parents gave me money but I started volunteer work when I was 13 at our local zoo. It was a tiny place at the time that rescued local animals. I got my first job at 17 because my parents wouldn't let me work till then. I had 3 years of volunteer work which showed as a young person I was willing to work. Old people love younger folks who wan't to show that they are willing to be 'productive members of society". I started cleaning houses. I became really good at doing things for the old folks they couln't do. Once a week I would wash dishes for one lady and clean her kitchen. I did it on the side when I was like 18 19 years old. BUT if u have neighbors that your folks know maybe they wouldn't mind giving u a little money to help them out with small tasks.What can u do? Can u do lawns? Thats a big thing in the summer. Usually guys do it, but I can cut grass, and Im a chick. Little things like that. Look around locally, like laundry mats... mom and pop businesses that hire there own kids. It's breaking child labor laws to hire you under the age of 16 (if u are 15 I believe u can get papers depending on the state and u should go check with The Department Of Economic Services in your local area. They can hook u up with all kinds of information. Look them up in the goverment pages of your local phonebook. Also called DES, for short. If they can help teen moms at the age of 13, Im sure they can point u in the right direction. Thats what they are there for. Thats all the stuff that I can think of thats legal with laws n stuff. Not that everyone follows them, but thats a start at least. Oh, I got new pics on my My space page guys. So, if u wan't to see what I look like and who I am check it out..http://www.myspace.com/kinkylittlelady69 Good luck! It will all work out, just hang in there and don't give up! Love, HK